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Silly smiling faces like jokers and clowns Rainy days nothing but pain Will it ever end? Will it ever go away? Go through so many tunnels But still can’t escape Just wish I can get away Maybe for just a day

Unsure to how I will turn out… Every step I take it feels as if Even more weight and pressure Is put on me The walls are closing in  Will it ever end? Or is it still in the beginning?

Got my head in the clouds Cause the stars is what I’m reaching for On cloud 9 do you know what I see below? Ambition in my brain Love in my heart And pain runs through my veins You can’t stop me and you won’t stop me Seen too much to be blinded by the light

Puff puff pass are the rules of rotation Got one in my hand and another one coming Smoke enters my lungs and some gets to my brain… It relaxes me It sometimes keeps me sain

A pen and a pad is all I need They are my friends They are what comfort me They take the time out to listen As I put the pen to the pad the ink bleeds It lets out the tears that won’t flow out of me

As time changes to days Days changes to weeks And weeks to months Months changes to years I stay the same Alone, cold, and lost in the world

Music is y life Music is my soul It sometimes brings me pain It sometimes bring me joy I can always count on it to lift me up When I am feeling down

Laying back looking up at the clouds As I let my imagination escape me like a child lost in the world I begin to wonder why I’m still down Wishing I could be lifted even elevated from the ground Just so I can see the faces of those I miss most Every time I take a drink I will make a toast Just so they can know that they’ll never be forgotten And the thought of them will never be left behind

Sitting alone in the darkness like a bat in a cave Can’t breathe, and can’t even think straight I think my schizophrenia is taking over my brain Calling out for help but no one can hear me Damn I wish you could see me  Get me out of here I need to escape like a prisoner locked away forever I’m a jack in the box with a lock on it Drifting away in the sea Will I ever become free? My mind is a beautiful and creative thing Like Einstein and everything But you will never enter Protected by a wall that no one can tear down I am only me Which no one else can be  I am different I am silly I am sarcastic I have the most random thoughts And I make the weirdest sound effects Step into my jungle Will you be able to handle it? Feels as if I’m on top of the world No one can ever bring me down Fast as a cheetah Sly as a fox Put me next to anything I bet I can blend in Love me or hate me  You still will never be me  Kid Cudi, Kanye West, Bob Marley These are the people I listen to Huge connection positive vibe These are the things that coincide They touch my heart And flow with my soul Dark skies and bright stars Man I’m like a shooting star I move like the speed of light Can’t be stopped and can’t be touched I’m ahead of the class I passed my test Excel to the end Because my life has soon to begin Doomed by a depressed stage Will it stop or is it still in its beginning phase? Not knowing how to feel or what to say It’s like I’m frozen on stage It puts me in a phase where I don’t belong Sometimes I feel as if someone should take the time to listen And once they do decide to listen I fall back and try to get away Take me out of my misery Take me out of this pain Let me get as far away as possible Do you know who I am? Sometimes neither do I Do you see what I see? I bet you don’t and I bet you won’t I blend in with the darkness like a chameleon in the trees And I appear in the light I am like a magic trick that can never go wrong It’s me against the world like superman against kryptonite No one can tell me different Strong minded and strong willed Powerful and passionate when it comes to my future ahead of me I am the hero Everyone shall bow down to me In this world no pain will ever get to me  Everyone loves me  And if you don’t then you soon shall see My mind and your brain will never be the same I escape to wonder land just like Alice While you stay here on earth I’m here to take a stance You roll the dice I take a chance I am woman you are man Don’t tell me you understand I am only me that’s all I can be So leave me be  That’s all I plead